Part I: You are looking out at
the world around you and seeing it as not being supportive
of you as you wish to be supported. You name the
people at Unity and your otherwise supportive friends as
examples.
This leaves you feeling powerless to proceed.
What a wonderful expression of your power: you, the
Power and Presence of God making believe that you are
powerless. You have, in fact, created the lack of
support you are seeing.
My suggestion is to go into the feelings you have when
you feel that you are not receiving the support you would
like, or feeling that you just don't have the power to
create what you say you want. When you are deeply into
those feelings, call the energy in the feelings what it
really is -- the Power and Presence of God that
you are.
Every experience you have is one you have created to
support yourself. There is a gift in every one of
those experiences. The gift is the same in every
case -- the opportunity to expand your awareness
of who you really are, and the power that is yours.
Part II: The beauty
of your creation is that right where you feel the lack of
support is the real support -- the place where
you hid your power. Your Infinite Intelligence has
brought you to the most perfect place for you to be:
face-to-face with your power. The feeling of powerless
is in fact your power. You have just called it
powerlessness.
You have gone to great lengths to hide your power and
keep it hidden. You have had to create and maintain
total commitment to that undertaking so that you can have
the human experiences you came here to have.
You are now reaching out to reclaim the power you have
hidden. But nothing less than total commitment to
reclaim the power has any impact: for the existing
commitment to keep the power hidden is the one that remains
in effect until you direct otherwise.
Creating your human experiences is a brilliant
creation. Reclaiming the power you hid in the beliefs
you created to bring you your human experiences is a
remarkable accomplishment. Until you appreciate the
brilliance of that creation, the power you hid there remains
in these creations. And you remain at the effect of
the power you placed outside of you, even though the power
is yours.